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I wonder : Al-Waqi'ah 61

One morning in my office/laundry room, I started refreshing my recitation of surah Al-Waqi'ah. The fact that I only have one morning and one night, because my friends and I will have a zoom meeting to check each other recitation, tomorrow. Still can't stop me wondering, whenever I reach ayah 61. I wonder: What happened to my other kind that deceased. Is she going to heaven or the other side? It's freak me out somehow as I have a responsibility to ask her not go in the wrong direction... Or is it me actually that can changes... i'A will meet in heaven sisters.

I Wonder : Privilege

I believe this title will not be the only one in my blog, will come more in times. Of course I hope it will vanish eventually, but how... Named it Manusia, casually said to me that holding powerful passport makes you a special person. Then I just casually laugh about it, as it's a normal joke. Truly, I wonder: Is that mean I have a low value as a human? I want to scream I'm special too, but reality hits me hard. Many occasions put me to believe that it's true.. and it's hurt. The worst part is; I can't tell if it's hurt because I can't get one or it's hurt because our own race keep telling us we're not that special. So far the person who gave me that 'dried joke' was coming from Asia, Northern part Africa, and Middle East.